my 2 problems...

Well, yesterday was kinda busy..had classes from 8-5 non-stop (though i skipped a class...hehe), then badminton and masquerade ball stuff till almost midnight.
Anyways, yesterday i realized that i had 2 SERIOUS problems. I mean i know i had these problems a long time ago but yesterday (and today) i felt it was more serious than i thought.

Problem No. 1 : I'm LAZY

I definitely procrastinate a LOT. I've been studying and doing homework last minute since God knows when. Well for the past few days, i actually had sufficient time to do what i was supposed to do - finish my research essay outline and study for accounts, AND catch up on my sleep. I ended up wasting my entire weekend doing none of those. I sorta promised i'd hand in my outline on Monday, but i started on it only on Sunday after midnight - ended up doing it until like 4am but still can't finish. Before that i did read some accounts, didn't finish that either. So on Monday, i ended up skipping English and used the 2 hours to study accounts (which is mostly spend sleeping in the common room and talking wif a frog and a coconut...=.=). Then, as i wrote earlier, i was busy till midnight, and when i came home..THE FREAKING INTERNET CONNECTION WAS DOWN! (which explains why i'm writing about YESTERDAY...) So today, i didnt get to hand in my outline, ms mariani was kinda pissed off and she aint accepting any more outlines...
The thing is..although i've had very little sleep the past few days, i didnt really spend my time on what i'm supposed to do, so now i'm tired n sleepy, and my work is still not done.
Conclusion? I really need to discipline myself and manage my time properly. All it takes is WILLPOWER! No more procrastination and sudoku..and i should probably stop being so active in activities.


Problem No. 2 : I have SPEAKING PROBLEM

Yea i know i dont open my mouth and speak clearly when i speak - mum and dad always tell me that. And i dont even know why i speak like that. But i've never really look into the problem and try to improve myself. Yesterday when we were rehearsing our group's performance, i knew i have problem speaking clearly...so i tried to be clearer when i was narrating. But then, after the performance, everyone was like, "i cant hear a single word that you're saying" and i was like "what??! really??!". To think how i always laugh at shanna's pronounciation...i actually speak worse. I really gotta try and improve the way i speak - probably somehow it'd make me speak with more confidence. OPEN MY MOUTH.
So from now on, i gotta speak slower and open my mouth. I gotta admit it does seem weird when i try to speak properly - i wonder if it looks weird to others?

Hmm, guess that's all la..
Gotta catch up on my sleep (not that i'm lazy..but i'll end up sleeping in class if i dont get some rest)..probably skipping IT later (again...not that i'm lazy...we just dont do much in that class)

Ciao.